Death Threat Tuesday Mornings are the Best!

Everyone in life should receive a death threat at some point. I think it's a sign that you're doing the right things in life, you're heading down the right path. It's the same way that I feel about having to work as a server or in retail at least once in your life. They're all character builders in their own right.... Seriously though, are you fucking kidding me? Along with everything else and now this shit? Unbelievable. Who knows if it's H.Ortiz or the shadys. I'm thinking it's the shadys since we just went to trial against old shady on Friday and now he could go to a federal penatentiary (sp?) with the size of his rap sheet. Ummm yeeaaahhh, he's also a convicted pedophile too, and I'm going to need you to come in at the normal time on Sat and Sun, Peter.

So slim shady was also with him when they tried to steal all that stuff from our garage. But check this out, the authorities released slim shady citing that he wasn't fit to stand trial b/c of health issues, both physical and mental. Again, are you fucking kidding me? He's not fit enough to stand trial but he's ok to break into people's places??? That's so fucked up. And with the amount of switchblades that they found on both of them, how long do you think it's going to take before they find a bunch more, except this time, they're going to be sticking out of me when I'm face down in an alley. This is great, just great. You know, 2005 was supposed to be this big turnaround year for me but it's been everything but so far and now I'll be lucky to make it to the end of March. I'm sure the shadys will wait until the snow melts before they come after me. As you know, all shadys hate the cold.

Well, whatever, fuck it. What does it matter? I have a roommate that would throw toilet paper on the floor after he wiped his ass if it was socially acceptable, I have a job I hate, I can't fucking sleep, I'm studying to take a test and I don't know why I'm doing it anymore, I have friends that party too much, I am in love with a woman who utterly despises everything about me... The one thing that keeps me going is that little guy called hope. It can make or break a person. You believe in that too much or too little and it's going to break you. So I guess we'll see what happens.