Couple Week Recap

1. Amaya, despite her best efforts, could not keep up her lies anymore. She's been exposed as a fake. I will never have contact with her again. Just a ridiculous situation that needs no more attention and I'm ashamed for staying with it as long as I had.

2. Rashelle is going to try to make things work with her guy in D.C. She said she doesn't exactly feel comfortable hanging out with me alone. I didn't really know how to take that comment but I know I didn't feel too good about it so just to stay safe, I deleted her number.

3. Cassandra has decided as well to go exclusive with some guy she was seeing that she failed to mention when we first went out. Whatever, that chick is psycho anyways. I will say she had one the greatest fake racks I've ever seen. On the other hand, she told me the second time we went out that many of her ex-bf used to beat her and that if she flinched around me, it's just a reflex b/c she thinks she's about to get hit. Are you fucking serious? That was the best clue for me to do one thing.... RUN!

4. My dearest Rebecca from GMAT class is dating someone as well. Damn! What a bust. That is the kind of woman you want to spend the rest of your life with. She's intelligent, gorgeous, genuine, honest and a smile that stops guys dead in their tracks. She still said she wanted to get together and get to know one another as friends. I am willing to do that but I just don't want to be that guy that has an alterior motive. I hate guys like that. I think she would make a great friend but could I help myself from saying something that would make things very uncomfortable? I'll at least give it a try with just being friends and if I can't, I'll just explain it to her. Call it whatever you want, I'm just not the type of guy to impede on another man's happiness. I would expect the same from anyone else... of course, that's asking a lot from the guys around Chicago.

5. Nick and I hit up Salud and Leopard Lounge last Tuesday. We ended up the night by hitting a taco place where Nick decided to commandeer their American flag. It was quite a sight with me and him chomping on burritos carrying an American flag down the middle of the street at 2 am on a Tuesday. However, cars were honking and flashing the thumbs up so it looks as though our patriotism was appreciated even at that time of the night.

6. Jarm told me that Lauren was upset that I don't call her anymore. It's hard to believe this is the same girl that didn't return of of my phone calls for 2 weeks. She's good at returning texts but fuck that, I'm not texting shit all the time. What is it with women and texting? So fucking annoying. Besides, I'm sure Lauren was just saying this while she had an 8-ball sticking out of her nose. She even partied at my place that night for after hours and I think that's when she told Jarm. What a freak. I'm so glad I didn't wake up that night.

7. Holly really helped me with the whole Amaya situation. She's right in so many aspects. It's just going to take me a month or so of not returning calls, messages or anything before I can really cleanse myself of her. It's what she had to do with her ex and even though she can be goofy a lot of times, Holly can make some good sense when it comes down to it.

8. So as you can see with being treated as a human doormat for women lately... dating is down, masturbation is up. Especially now that I'm working out more and more, I'm fucking horny all the time. I really just need a 24-hour booty call for a month or two to get my head on straight. I need a girl like Jules who isn't Jules. That would be perfect. Why can't more women be like her? She's a good friend who's just fine with casual hooking up for right now. Good for her. I say why not as long as your safe. Everyone doesn't have to be in a relationship all the time. Sometimes you just need the physical part of it without the emotion or attachment. What's so wrong with that unless that's all you've been doing your entire life?

9. I can't really think of anything else right now, maybe later. Til then.