Lost One

Lost Becca7 a couple days ago. She's out. She said she didn't feel a connection b/w us. No doubt on that. How can you feel a connection when you won't shut the fuck up? She was good to look at but had a severe case of diarrhea (sp?) of the mouth. I shouldn't be that mean, she was actually really friendly too. We shared a lot of the same interests so that one stung a little bit more than if it would have one one of the others. What can you do? You can't win em all and you rarely win over the ones you really want. It's God's evil joke at work everyday of you always want what you can't have. Doesn't matter, Becca7 is replacable. In fact, Jessie, Polina, Ali and Lauren want to go out soon. Translation... they want me to take them out. Especially that Lauren chick, she's got golddigger written all over her. Might have to skip that one.

I forgot to call my Aunt L. on her bday. I'm such a shithead. I feel terrible. It's not like she was around or anything. My Uncle M. flew her to some crazy hotel outside of London. Nearby, he had a picnic set up just for the two of them on top of some mountain where no one else was around. Not just any picnic set up, it was catered by the Four Seasons. What the fuck? Who does that? It's sort of ridiculous in my eyes but whatever's clever. I knew they made a lot of money but I don't think I really understand how much is really going on there.

I've got no plans this weekend. I've been sort of down lately, don't know why. I have to shake myself out of this funk. I have an interview coming up with Goldman next week. That's the only thing that is keeping me excited these days. The opportunity seems awesome. I'm going to rock this interview. I'll try to spend as much time preparing for the meeting this weekend since it's going to be hot and humid in Chicago.

My prayers and wishes go out to my people across the pond in London. Fucking terrorists. People just trying to go to fucking work, minding their own business and have to deal with that shit? It's a tragedy. Stay safe and be strong over there.