Monday Depression

This Monday's hit me like a freight train. I partied too hard on Friday and Sat and I really feel like garbage today. Even though I had fun over the weekend, I'm not happy with the way I partied. Too much drinking. I think Chicago may be the only place where people consistently equate fun (with no matter how old you are) with how much you drink. I'm pretty tired of it.

Dale doesn't call me back after we met up.
I don't want to talk to Sabrena, I just want my pants back.
Kasia and Robyn are question marks.

The only one I want and I think she's going to slip through my fingers is Stefanee. She tries to act a lot tougher than she is. I think she may have gotten hurt at some point or several points in her life and now, as a defense mechanism, tries to act really hard to protect herself. I can tell she doesn't open up all that easily even though she says she's open. I can tell I like her b/c yesterday when I spoke to her on the phone, she didn't sound like her usual self and that upset me. I got upset b/c I care. I hope that she will want to meet up or do something soon.

Ugh, I just don't feel good all around today, physically or mentally. I look forward to my workout later. That always helps me a little bit.

I'll write down the weekend stories later.