Long El Ride

I would have got to work just on time today but there was a medical emergency. At first, I got upset like 'oh fuck, i'm going to be late for work' but then I thought don't be such an insensitive asshole, someone could have died on the el train, at least you're not in their position. God, what a way to go out, on the fucking dirty, scummy, poorly lit El surrounded by a bunch of strangers. That's no way for anyone to go, I hope that wasn't the case. Maybe it was just a case of "I've fallen and I can't get up", who knows. It's funny what you start thinking of if you're standing that long on the train and you don't have anything to read. You start noticing everything about everyone without really trying to notice and everyone is doing the same thing to you. In the end, I would have only banged 1 girl in my car, that's pretty bad odds. And I officially decided that people who wear sunglasses on the subway freak me out or just aren't good enough at looking at people without really looking. Either way, we all know what you're doing sunglasses people... little pervs that you are.

Last night, went out with Kasia. She was fun and goofy. She's got a killer body and I can't decide yet if she would be crazy in the sack. She was very touchy feely right away and didn't mind that I put my arm around her. Shit, we even made out at the movie theater. I know, how old am I? We both laughed b/c as we were doing it, we were both thinking the same thing.

Tuesday night, I went out with Dale. Things went mildly ok. I wasn't feeling a spark, although I wanted one there. She's down to earth, attractive, confident... she's not set in her career but I like that, she's trying a couple things to see what suits her. Sort of like myself. I guess I thought she wasn't enjoying herself b/c we both had days off the next day and I couldn't even get her to go to Leopard Lounge for Live Jazz afterwards. So right there I thought it wasn't going to go anywhere but then towards the end she started asking about future events. Asked if I wanted to go to the Black Eyed Peas concert, that me and her have to go see Crash together. So that threw me for a little loop. I left her a vm yesterday and haven't heard back from her so maybe she was just talking shit at the end about doing stuff. Again, who knows?

Don't know what's going on with the weekend yet. Just sort of feel like relaxing.